Of late - I find myself without what to say.
I don't know the right words.
I don't know the right steps...the right directions...the right actions.
Bewildered. Scared. Lost. Confused. Incredibly sad.
How is this possible?
Have we been here before? Have I? Am I only imagining?
I want to walk away. To disappear. To pretend that things aren't what they are.
I want to make believe. I want to dream.
I want to share wonder....and hope...and beauty.
I want to speak to kindness...and truth...and grace.
I want to sit in silence. I want to shout out loud.
I want to be brave.
I want to trust.
I want to find the right way.
Can somebody - please - show me...lead me...guide me?
Where is that path that leads to love?